"The Progression of Heavenly Bodies as Space Itself Expands"
God was not a model or a watchtower,
not a beacon or a bloodhound
sniffing ‘round on traveled ground to save—nay find my mangled soul.
He was the gravity and the slanted asphalt to my turtle turned over,
elliptically spinning in circles and rock-wriggling to a tottery jaunt
as I passed between the tires of parading angels on vacation’s pavement path.
An entire lifetime lost on a Friday evening highway.
An omnipresent nuisance in the universe of plan’ts and animals,
he was an infant with an ant farm, flicking at our thin glass garrisons.
Or some fucking fisherman hanging worms on hooks to wiggle,
taunting trout and tuna with that mangled martyr’s blood and writhing cries,
ripping infant fish from rivers to only toss them back to this planetary dance of
despair,
a twirling, whirling waltz of salted earth and saline seas.
He was a gilded fable, silver-lined and diamond-studded,
or some platinum-plated masterpiece masking unkilned clay,
bound to bend in time’s tipping scales of ancient justice and anxiety resolved.
And finally thy judgment has come for thee, lost god.
The jury has returned with verdict and conviction:
No more must orbits dizzy us.
No more must the sun’s spiral wind around our retinas.
No longer will the languor and malaise of man be the fodder of a giggling god.
Free from freedom’s quandary, wandering wayward in the dunes,
ejected from the hell of a halo’s ringing prison,
piercing to the ear and blinding to the mind,
we must wander onward with this boulder beyond reach.
Jupiter must turn atop the mount, spin once upon the summit and topple to the bottom of the valley down below.
Earth must be the birthplace of a people free from fear and retribution,
and only time and wild will will make a grave to take us to,
where gravity shall plant us in the permafrost in permanence
‘til we dissolve into the dirt of earth surrounding us.